burns10's JournalSaturday, November 12, 20053:27PMwow yeah i never use this Current mood:  worriedCurrent music: save me shinedown Friday, November 4, 20058:41AMdur omg no way lol sadie last night we freakin won and it was so awesome.......everyone was freakin out but yeah now we either go to like granite city or west central......i hope its granite city but there a harder team or something ......then me and ash rode home with sadie lol we went to taco bell and walmart like always and lol i couldn't get my door open and i was freakin out cause it was like 12 and i was scared haha so i was franticly trying to get the door open while they sit there and laugh at me lol then this scary guy walks out of walmart and i freak out even more lol finally sadie got it and i got to get in the car..eventful omg then ashley saw this thing on the road it was just like a sleeping bag or something on the highway and ashley couldn't stop laughing at it like she was crying so that made me laugh and we both just couldn't stop laughing...it was pretty funny Current mood:  dorkyCurrent music: fishin in the dark Wednesday, October 19, 200511:51PM - everything sucksi never use this.....yeah well tonight was our last regular season football game and we were 8-0 so thats pretty sweet......but yeah after that i went to brauns with her emily ivy and nate matson and ok i was happy and stuff right away and then they just kept talking and boring the hell out of me then i started thinking about matt AGAIN omg addie get over that fucker my god.......but then this dude called ivy and she just sits there in the hot tub talking on the phone its like GET OFF THE PHOONE YOUR WITH YOUR FRIENDS she used to do that to me all the time when it was just her and me and she would sit there and talk to guys and i would just fall asleep and it kills me that even tho she had this surgury and is still freakin swollen she can still get guys.......i don't get it but yeah i was just sad at breann's and i was just like sucking on a pop can tab thing like i always do and they were making the biggest deal about it there like omg your gonna cut your tongue im like no im not leave me alone and they kept trying to grab it i was getting so mad.......dddduuuuurrrrrrr i was so mad.......yeah and now ashley is all sad cause of this alex kid ........ Current mood: worriedCurrent music: a lifetime better than ezra Saturday, October 8, 20051:02AMyeah i feel like shit....uh matt again and i no everyones like omg you deserve better...i don't think i do but whatever...but uh i want matt i don't know its just something...but hes kind of being an ass but thats just him i guess cause he can be really sweet....we had a game tonight and we whooped serious ass it was like 55 to 6 it was sweet then we went to nates....and yeah idk matt and i didn't talk at all... Current mood:  crappyCurrent music: be like that Saturday, September 17, 20051:11AMyo everyone yeah i havn't written in this forever......but yeah everythings pretty good right now......yeah me and matt are sorta together so thats all good idk i just kinda feel weird like im not good enough cause hes been out with like jaymie and kenz and i no im always comparing my self to them but i mean idk i feel like im trying to be them when im with him and yeah.....but idk it will get better hopefully....yeah school is pretty awesome idk art im kinda mad that i took it but i guess its a challenge since im the suckiest person i there lol like when were critqueing and stuff she says everything shity about miine and not one good thing uh o well..... Current mood:  coldCurrent music: vindicated Monday, August 29, 200510:21PMwow im so freakin hyper lol me and brinn just had the weridest conversation but it was fricken hilarous....anyways i can't believe that we only have 2 days left of summer that sucks so much balls......uh o well school will go by fast... Current mood: pathetic Current music: one last breath creed Sunday, August 21, 20059:47PMomg im sooo freakin tired i was at the lake all day lol it was freezing out it feels like fall....uh that means school...durr omg the ulen dance kicked lol actually it was kinda boring but i love going to other town dances cause i dont' care what people think, at hawley im like ok am i acting to sluty but at other towns i just really don't give a fuck lol but yeah...ivy keeps telling me yeah im planning on comming to the potatoe days dance what the heck lol you can't go to the first week of school but you can go to that.....idk its just been kinda nice without her around for a while so i can be my own person not trying to live up to her and talk to her about all the guys that call her every night idk i mean i know thats terrible but it really has been nice with her gone...uh and now something is happenin with nate and her agian idk i just can't keep track with her like she just all of a sudden dropped aaron and i feel bad for him... Current mood:  calmCurrent music: some country shiz lol Friday, August 19, 20051:14PMhey im writin this cause livejournal is gay and won't let me reply to a comment haha....anyways ivy had surgury because her jaw if you look at it goes down at an angle and if she didn't have this surgury...she couldn't really get her braces off because her teeth would just move agian and she wants those off...and they had to like break her jaw and wire her mouth shut....she can only eat like liquids but her jaw is only wired for about 7-12 days then she can open her mouth a little farther but not much....and she can't talk for a month so at school she can't really talk....but yeah lol thats y ivy had surgury Current mood:  blankCurrent music: makin memories of us keith urban Wednesday, August 17, 20056:30PMyeah im pretty much soooo bored that im just gonna ramble....ok i was asked to go to the keith urban concert with ivy and emily and breann lol that should be fun a country concert o well its a concert and its on a school night lol even better...ivy had surgury today....i hope it went ok...she won't be able to talk for like a month i couldn't imangine lol...im soo freakin sore from volleyball its crazy...and i fricken suck at setting lol but yeah...nothin really exiting is happening... Current mood:  blahCurrent music: every morning sugar ray Wednesday, August 10, 20058:01PMgod im so fucking pissed im so fucking pissed......AHHHHH omg my parents arn't letting me go.....it was supposed to be the perfect weekend the concert sadie's grandma's and a fricken fair and its all so fucking ruined omg im pissed god they messed everything up its my last fricked actual weekend of summer becuase of volleyball and im fricken going camping with my lame ass family and my lame ass family's friends theres noone for me to even hang out with and im like why the hell am i going if i just gonna sit there and be pissed then they turned everything around to blame me and say im so fucking spoiled well what the hell am i just supposed to be fine with it all miss the one thing iv been looking forward to all summer to go with them and do absolutly nothing.......OMG Current mood:  pissed offCurrent music: i'll be goo goo dolls Tuesday, August 9, 200510:07PMyo everybody yeah today i went to dukes of hazzard with ivy lol thats like the funniest movie ever but thats what i said about bad news bears and wedding crashers too lol there all fricken hilarious....but yeah at the dl mall me and ivy ran into 2 new guys who are commin to hawley this year in our grade they are mikey and nathan lol there pretty funny expecially mikey....yeah....well yeah my mom still hasn't said if i can go yet but im just gonna be like mother haha its my last weekend i don't have anything cause volleyball starts on monday and im just gonna start crying (haha works every time ) and just yell and say its a once in a lifetime oppourtunity haha that should do her in hopefully Current mood:  hyperCurrent music: here is gone goo goo dolls Sunday, August 7, 200510:38PMomg ok i was soo exited to go to this concert with sades and brinno and i told my mom and stuff and it was all good then all of a sudden today she realizes its on the same day we leave for going camping so im like can i just stay with someone and she got really mad and was like fine so it was good hah but now there making me go..i don't get it they get to go with there friends every weekend no matter what why cant i go to this like once in a lifetime opportunity....uhhh there won't even be anyone for me to hangout with when we go camping omg this sucks ass Current mood: pissed offCurrent music: none Friday, August 5, 20059:43PMOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGG I'M SOOOOOOOOOO FREAKIN EXITED I CAN HARDLY STAND IT ok let me calm down......sadie and brinn told me they have an extra ticket to the seether slash crossfade concert and they wanna bring me with omg im sooo exited there like the best freakin people ever.....omg im freakin out....wow that turned my night around haha so anyways yeah all day i just slept since i got about an hour of sleep last night haha cough sadie brinn and ashley lol jk it was soo worth it.... Current mood:  ecstaticCurrent music: SEETHER Thursday, August 4, 200511:01PMok i know i should just get over him but i can't....i look around and see everyone with someone and me with noone ever...and it still kills me that matt would rather have kenzie than me even tho people have told him that she would cheat on him...and people have to rub it in by bragging about all the guys that call her and love her....i hate it....o well i should just get over him right.... Current mood: sadCurrent music: im lost without you blink 182 |
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